ignorance is bliss

ok, maybe i'm a little still obsessed with a story i read but hey, ignorance is good.. i found out that i don dare to confront things anymore.. ok, maybe just one thing.. i try to dissolve in it n not fix it.. not typically me but trust me, i'd try fixing it and lets just say that it did not work out well... so now, when there is a prob, i drown in it n try to go with it.. don worry, its just for one thing.. why i drown in it n not lift it up? cause i'm too coward i guess.. i just don have the guts to see it in ruins again... i cant face it...