oh damn it...

i kinda have super rough time with the words when i start writing... it was pretty hard... oh here, the result now.. hope it's readable.. n thanks for reading it...

Tell me, what am I?

Am I your princess?
The one whom you praise and behold upon
Whom you will never stop thanking for
The one you wish to bless

Or am I your toy?
The rag doll whom you cast and tear
Like a punching bag you hit
The one you blame when troubles draw near

Am I your soul?
The other fragment of you
A mind reader with cures in possession
The one you call when you’re broken

Or am I a fragile glass?
An ornament on the mantelpiece
Dusted everyday and gazed every while
The one you treasure yet never touch

Am I your angel?
A pretty fleck of pink in the sky
The unreachable dream
The one you cherish and wish for

Or am I just another girl?
A substitute to solitary
Randomly picked, a mere lucky catch
The one you discard when passion dies

haha.. my turn!

wrote this on the 1st oct but onli posting it now.. oh n i'm going half crazy cause there is no INTERNET in my house!!! oh.. i'm using the one at my dad's shop now... anyway.. i have ntg big to say except to post this.. pls comment.. (wink) lol.. feel so quizilla-ish...

The Daughter of a Mistress

A thunder loams over
And then the mist shuddered by,
Uncovering something mystical
Unquestionably unknown

I walk a path
Joined and entwined by others before me
And as I walk down the path,
The markings lined up to
A warning to life

About a great shield I must prepare
And a sword I must thrust in time
Against something greater than thunder
More blinding than mist
The one person in white

Cause as the prince galloped mightily
In his trusty white horse,
In a white tux,
I was resisting;
Not compelled

For love couldn’t be trusted
And no man could be bonded
Eve was made for Adam
And not the other way round
Should faith be placed on Adam
Should Eve leaned everything on one person
Cause IF she loses him,
She loses everything

But a thunder loams over
And then the mist shuddered by,
Uncovering something mystical
Unquestionably unknown

A conviction amplified
A lock encrusted
To the bond I was resisting
Eve was made for Adam
I was made for him

And no matter how resistance I am
I could only put up my shield for so long
And hide my sword till that one prospectus day

When sun shines over
And I accept the unknown

Crap Alert...

ya.. u heard that siren.. unfortunately, it wasn't written by me.. i could never write sweet n romantic stuffs like this.. it's a curse, i guess...

i think tat it's very lovely or maybe i'm just bias... either way, just enjoy the poem...

n it is suggested that u:

a) read while listening to this song "Everything" by Lifehouse
b) read then listen to "Everything" by Lifehouse...

either way, it's fine...


You're My Everything

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.

here u go.. have fun!

A One-way Ticket to Nowhere

u were late..! u missed this issue!

My Heart on the Line. My Life on the World.

this post is deleted.. so sorry...

something that i think u could relate to...

ok.. someone pls kill whoever that said Form 4 is a honeymoon year... Heck no! its more like torture year... n btw, did anyone of u notice that we're nearly finishing our Form 4 year and that Form 5 is just 'round the corner? seems like just yesterday i was complaining bout the Gerak Gempur and searching Shevita or some maths teachers to borrow calculators from...

ARGH! n then before we know it, it'll be SPM n then graduation and then the whole menggangur kerana tidak tahu mau belajar apa stuff.. or go to some expensive colleges n graduate without any idea bout the future.. n..n... well, u guess get the idea...

conclusion: i miss holiday (sob sob) can someone pls drag Form 4 yr? hectic or not.. i so prefer Form 4 than SPM year...

err...

so sorry for not updating.. but here's the thing.. i'm kinda packed with projects, homework and stuffs just like all the other Form 4 students and i am having a terrible writer's black.. so this might explain everything... right? so sorry for those who love reading my poems... when i get my h6n1 back, i will definitely post them here.. so sorry for the disappointment caused, though i have a feeling someone might rejoiced after reading this post... that's alll i guess... have a nice day!

love,
ashlyn