i don knowww... i'm just tired.. tired of pretending its meant that way.. tired of thinking you're just sick and not sick of me.. tired of thinking i'll always be part of you.. i'm tired... i know, i shouldn't let envy consume me but just this once k? just let me ignore everything else n think that u don want me.. let me just be in sadness. i don want to pretend i'm happy again.. i want to be me... to be a sad little me...
if i'm misunderstanding u again.. i'm sorry but u had built the wall up.. i try to peek but i cant.. i lost my sixth sense.. i don know what ur thinking anymore.. i'm sorry.. but u changed.. u don seemed open to me anymore.. u'd closed the gate...

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Yashna said…
wow. u shouldnt really like being sad. or u shouldnt want too, either. itz not normal. but since when were you normal? lol, joke. oh yea, who are you talking about? my curiosity is a little over on this particular day.. but mostly, i just had a lot of epiphany's today. okay, tc. and do answer!

h&k
Yashna.
Lishaanth said…
yash what is epiphany??
Yashna said…
epiphany - a sudden intuitive leap of understanding, especially through an ordinary but striking occurrence.

i would have asked you to look it up yourself, but i was in the mood to look the word up and give you the mw2003 definition. k, have a nice day ^ ^
Ashlyn said…
u sure? i tried finding that word in oxford and collins but they don have that word...
Ashlyn said…
n i don think epiphany is the right word to use.. use another word like a sudden enlightment?
Lishaanth said…
hmmm...ty i checked it la in wikipedia...but i didnt undersatnd...what was it tha ur enlightened about all of a sudden?

have a nice day ^ ^
tc
Yashna said…
i didn't use the term 'sudden enlightenment' because there was nothing enlightening about it. nothing at all. and it came to me in an 'epiphany' on Thursday...not really yesterday. but i cant share...cause it's not easy to explain. and yes, ash, the word exists for sure.

and ash, u still haven't told me who your talking about, ya' know?
Lishaanth said…
ohw hard to share? reli teela la!! lol ;p
May Yee said…
what do you mean by wats so pissing bout that?lol.sorry i dun remember wat you tagged in my blog.i deleted it cuz you typed physics teacher's name.which is not a good thing.lol.

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