answer

cause everytime he said, "Don't go." my heart winched.

and everytime he said, "i want you here." i literally felt a slash on my heart.

is it a right choice to hold on? to see him suffer every agonizing seconds? does he know that i never wanted him to be hurt??

too many questions left unanswered...

and the heart has no answer for now except one thing, it's not sure whether it can still be whole without him...